knp aq ade feeling kt dye (???)

errmmm...knp mnusia di cipta prasaan sperti syg, rndu, cinta, bosan, takut n laen2 (???)....knp kdg2 prasaan 2 mmbuat kte kecewa, sakit aty n menangis (???)....knp ble kte timbul prasaan kecewa n sakit aty,,,kte salu wat kptusan tnpa pk pnjg contoh nye bnuh dri,mngurung dri n ilang smgt dlm dri (??)...2 sume ade la LUMRAH KEHIDUPAN yg prlu kte blaja lbih byk lg..lg lme kte hidup dlm dunia ciptaan ALLAH SWT ni,,,lg byk kte dpt blaja mngenai hidup...kdg2 bkn sume nye kte akn dpt sperti yg kte mahu..kdg2 kte trpksa mlpas kn ssuatu @ sseorg tuk kbhagiaan ssetgh pihak ...dan kdg2 kte mlpaskn nye tuk ksenangan hidup pihak 2 sndri..
25/12 - aq pon xtau,,,knp tbe2 aq ade feeling kt sowg boy ni...pdhal ktowg just mmbe n di sbb kn aq luah kn ape yg aq rse,,,ktowg da x cm mmbe n ktowg da lme x chat kt fb...ini sume di sbb kn timbul prsaan yg ntah pape ntah..klu aq xde prsaan 2 msti aq da kwn ngn dye smpai ble2 kot...aq luah kn prsaan aq kt dye bab rmai yg suh aq ckp sbb xnk aq pendam jew prsaan 2 bab nati akn wat aq khilangan  dye..klu aq luah kn prsaan kt dye tp dye tolak pon xgne gak...wat malu aq jew ade la..tp aq pon nk tau gak ape prsaan dye kt aq..so,,,aq pon ckp la ngn dye ape yg aq rse...ha hambek ko,,,aq kne reject trus...aq malu gler mse 2..yela ppuan luah kn prsaan kt laki..pelik x 2 (???)
lps da luah kn 2,,dye ckp dye xde pape prasaan kt aq..aq pon xkesa la bab prsaan owg kte xley pksa kn..dye ckp jgn remove dye dri frens bab dye nk kwn ngn aq agy..aq pon xde la smpai nk remove dye dri frens fb aq..aq da x anta mcg kt chat dye ag bab aq ase sgt sgt sgt n tersgt la malu dgn tindakan aq...yela,,da kne reject malu la...so,,aq ngn dye snyp jew..aq rndu sgt sgt nk borak ngn dye n tuka2 cite ngn dye...aq ngn dye da mcm xpnh knl..aq rindu dgn prktaan "NGEK" yg salu dye ckp kt aq..
26/12 pkul 12:55 pm dye post somthing kt wall fb aq...dye tlis "SUDI X JADI MAKWE SY"..hah (??) mau x tkjut...smlm dye ckp laen,,knp arini laen (??)..dlm otak aq ni da pk mcm2...btul kew atau maen2 (??)..aq mcm x pcaye bab aq mmg susah nk cye..aq pon xtau npe..so,,,aq pon tye la dye siyez or maen2..dye ckp dye siyez tp aq msih xcye sbb ape yg dye kte smlm 2 msih ade dlm pale otak aq ni...ble aq da byk sgt tye,,dye pon cm fedup n trus pdm post 2 n then trus xbls mcg2 aq kt chat...sedey nye aq...aq ni pon bodo da owg yg aq ske nk kt aq,,,tp aq ley byk tye lak an...eeee,,,klu la leyh putar blk mse 2..aq akn gne kn mse 2 dgn sbaek2 nye..
28/12 - smpai skrg dye da xchat ngn aq n aq xnpk prktaan "NGEK" dri dye...aq pon rindu nk pggl dye "NGOK"..hahaha hurrmm...aq xdpt wt pape bab bnde da lps an..klu dye da jmpe yg dye brkenan,,,aq doa kn dye bhagia di sisi owg yg dye syg 2...smoga brkekalan ke ank cucu... =)
pelajari la tauladan dlm cite aq td...hihi...k,,,papai..jmpe lg.. >..<